Body acceptance posts and pics make me cry because I wish I could feel that comfortable with myself.  I just hate myself so much, I can’t love myself no matter how hard I try..  I don’t just hate my ‘looks’ I hate my personality, and how I am. I just rely hate just about everything about myself.  My hair, eyes, and how I can doodle cute things are the only things I sort of like, but I’d give them up for a chance to actually like myself..

ill delete this later.. I just needed to vent..